April 26 - 2004

We all strive for a life of happiness and contentment, but all too many punish themselves for their existence. Constantly complaining about the injustices of the world and their internal stuggles, yet do not stop to think of the possibilities that one has to better themselves.
People say to me" I wish I could do what you do." But when told that they can do anything they put their mind to; they confess "I am afraid."
The sadness creeps into me and I try to accept their defeat and focus on what they can do to deal with their focus while not avoiding their true mission.
25,000 people will sit in a stadium to listen to the Dalai Lama speak of the potential for happiness and then drive home in their fancy car stopping by the designer shop to purchase something that is surely better than their neighbours and go on like nothing has changed. Some will (for a few days or weeks) look at people struggling differently...with a little compassion, yet over time these views fade and the continuing struggle to be a success continues.
In recent times I have been speaking with a publisher and have again become motivated to write. I feel that a book is inevitable sooner than later and that what I have to say matters and is needed.
If nothing else this book will be left as a legacy for what I stand for in life.